Fasting While Eating
By Binyomin Adilman
This
week's parasha presents the concept of the Nazir, the consecrated
one who vows not to partake of grape products, cut his hair, or voluntarily
become defiled for the dead. The 15th century physician and Torah commentator,
Rabbi Ovadiah Seforno, offers this perspective: "The one who wishes
to separate himself in order to become Holy to G-d needn't accept upon
himself lengthy fasts and self-mortifications which are dangerous for
his health and weaken his ability to engage in his divine service. Rather
he need only follow a simple course of action - he abstains from wine
and all related grape products. In this way he weakens and subjugates
his baser inclinations." (Num. 6:2-3, paraphrased)
The Sefas Emmes also has a take on this idea. A man must learn
"
to be detached from the desires of the physical world, yet
at the same time live a worldly existence". A person must eat drink
sleep and attend to the rest of his physical requirements. Nevertheless
he must understand that his essence is his Torah learning and his prayer.
His self control in eating is tantamount to fasting
This is the idea of Fasting while Eating. One eats, yet restrains himself
from filling his belly. A certain food which he loves to eat, he will
deny himself for a period of time. Instead of eating everything which
is put before him, he leaves a bit sitting on his plate. Although he is
partaking of the food, his self control in eating is tantamount to fasting.
This kind of eating transcends the realm of mere pleasure. It is totally
for the sake of maintaining his health in order to be prepared for divine
service.
This is the lesson of the Nazir. The Nazir vows to abstain from drinking
wine, cutting his hair and coming into contact with the dead. His effort
and sacrifice is minimal, yet the result is a greater measure of holiness.
A sincere endeavor to remain mindful while partaking of the physical world
begets a discipline which leads to a greater level of Holiness and attachment
to G-d.
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[Based on Sefas Emmes on the Torah by Rabbi Yehudah
Aryeh Leib Alter, Rebbe of Gur; first published in B'Ohel Hatzadikim,
Naso 5760]
Rabbi Binyomin Adilman is the former head of the
Nishmas Chayim Yeshiva in Jerusalem. Back issues of his weekly parsha
sheet, B'ohelei Tzadikim, from which this article was taken, may be found
on www.nishmas.org.
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